For Brother, Talking With God
Christ Keivom
God is the voice of the woods
Perennially filled with birdsong
My brother, who is the softest part of our father
Laments his exodus behind a veil of cigarette smoke.
Every night, he prostrates in prayer
Opening inwards to God.
He tells him! He tells him to enter the
Dry woodwork of his bones like fire
And the flame to consume all
Until, dust is being;
The language beyond the living
But he knows (in this world)
There are only three ways to God:
Death, silence and tragedy
Though I can never know,
I don’t think God, like our father, has a face.
He had a face when I was budding and jovial.
Now he has a string tied to his feet
I hold him above myself like a drifting balloon spirit.
When I was twelve, I thought all the dead
Floated up since God is closest to the sky
Now the sky is as close as the ground
And outside the world is always about to end
Brother, before he leaves tell him . . . to shed his
Wolf skin and return to the pasture of a lamb
Oh, brother, brother
Tell him before the future finds us as bones
And the vultures convene to eat us.
Christ Keivom (he/him) is currently pursuing his master's in English Literature at Delhi University. His work has previously appeared on Novus Literary Arts Journal, Mulberry Literary, Monograph Mag, and Write Now Lit, to name a few. You can reach out to him on Instagram @passmethecigarette.